Not too much happened on June 18th anyway besides discovering that I'm pretty sure this high dosage of Xeloda is making me feel like crap all over. I wake up with a headache, my left calf muscle aches, I'm depressed, I have bone aches that I used to not notice in my ribs, I tingle, I'm moody, I have chills, heaven knows what my white blood counts are, and the list goes on. I'm just waiting for the hand/foot syndrome next. That will be the last straw for me, because this is ridiculous. Good thing I have an appointment next monday.